As usual if you have been following me for a while, I had another post scheduled for today but I kept thinking about this phase last night. My 2020 focus shifted. I would of gotten up late last night to write this but was too comfy in the bed lol.
After we screamed Happy New Year, I was so ready for the new year to start. I was ready to be more focus driven and go for the things I wanted. I was tired of not being focused and was looking for some direction in life…then Rona happened and everything else in the world which caused my focus to shift. I was now in working from home, homeschooling, making sure we all stay sane mode. It was a big adjustment for everyone but we got through it and still getting through it.
I started to feel like I needed to shift and change a little while into this pandemic. I started thinking about my why, my purpose, my direction in life. I was forced to really listen to my thoughts and how I viewed things. I needed to really shift my focus on those thoughts instead of trying to make myself focus if you get what I’m saying. As I thought about it, I didn’t have a set plan really, I knew I wanted to be more focused but didn’t ask myself what I wanted to focus on. Was I trying to be more focused at work? With my content? With my family? Or focus on life? I was starting to overwhelm myself again and I’m thankful for this quarantine in a way, it really forced me to slow down and really think about things.
I discovered so much about myself and still learning about myself during this time. I started to let go of the stress and pressures I had on myself and it feels like a weight has been lifted from me. I don’t feel so heavy and weighted down. I am bringing the fun back into my content and not focusing on what I was chasing before. I knew I wasn’t really being myself recently and want to get back to that. I know I need to find my career that I’ll be happy with and will enjoy. I know that spending time with my family is so important and not taking the little things for granted.
I’m thankful for this shift in my life. It was so needed and right on time. I feel like my thoughts are no longer overwhelming me and just feel so clear now. I just overall feel better lol.
Have you experienced a shift during 2020?