Naturalle Drea

Why is it literally the last week of July? August will be here soon and it will be time to start getting ready for back to school and Fall time and soccer season for me. Ugh if I could just have Summer slow down just a little bit for once so we can enjoy it more because it just goes by way too fast.

Random, I miss Black’ish. It was such a good show and felt like it could have gone on for a couple more seasons but I can always go back and watch it again. There are a lot of shows that I miss watching and also what happened to all the Summer tv shows? I remember how big they used to be years ago on most of the major networks. I would look forward to them every Summer and now it just seems like there is only one or two Summer shows out and I’m wondering what is going on? Is it is budget thing or lack of new ideas or what?

Okay I got a little off track but my feelings about the lack of Summer tv shows are valid lol. It was always something to look forward to. I’m trying to summarize how I feel because lately it has been a lot. If you know me, I am an over thinker. A lot goes on in this head of mine and I’ve been doing my best putting a lot of those thoughts in a journal (which I haven’t cracked open in a few days, maybe weeks) or to myself. Some of your thoughts do not belong on blog posts or on social media and I’ve been learning to think about it before I type it out and hit publish.

A lot of what has been on my mind is myself in the creator space and being back at work. I’m thankful for both especially the 9 to 5 because we are the adults now and we have to pay bills and gripe about why things cost so much (especially gas prices now and groceries and everything being recalled or not safe to eat now isn’t helping one bit). We are all trying to survive and afford life at this point because it’s been way too much going on lately. How I feel currently about my job can be changed but it is just when I feel like doing so. At this point, I am just keeping my head down and doing my work. How I feel about myself in this creator space, it’s more for my journal. I want to talk about it but then I’m not sure if it is for Beyonce’s Internet or for myself.

Other than that, my recovery has been going well. I am walking around much better, not in pain anymore and the incisions have healed. I feel pretty much back to myself but not rushing things at all. I am still taking things a bit easy and day by day. I’m just thankful everyday.

Also very random thought, I have already started thinking about Blogtober lol. I don’t why it randomly popped in my head one day but I want to be successful like I was last year with finishing all 31 days. I do want to be more prepared for it and will start planning next month. I hope you all are doing well and taking care of yourselves.