I don’t know about you but this year started off a little weird and it is still acting up. I know we all told 2023 to come in, sit down and not touch anything at all. It is just scary to keep hearing about our Black Boys being shot and not having a chance to grow up. This hits me hard because I have a son and I just want to keep him in the house and not let him leave. Our Black Boys deserve to grow up and our Black Men deserve to grow old. This is becoming way too much and it is a lot.
Not sure but I’ve been feeling extra emotional lately. Are we in retrograde again? I hope not lol but I think it is because my birthday is coming up and it will be the last year of my 30s and I’m not ready. Maybe it is the fact that I’m not too sure of the direction of the this year and not too sure about my goals and intentions I have. I know it can be scary but I have to operate in a space where it is not comfortable. I think because I put out there I want to let go of fear, it is trying to have a hold on me. I don’t want to be in the same place I was last year and keep doing the same things I was doing. I want to grow and evolve and stop being so scared. It is a lot to try to let go of fear but I know I can do it.