Naturalle Drea

This month has been an interesting one for me. I have gone through like every emotion, feeling, thought that you can think of the beginning of this month and just in recovery and rest mode now. If you didn’t read my wellness check in post, I recently had surgery to remove a large fibroid and it was one of the scariest things I’ve ever done in my life next to giving birth. I also vlogged a bit of how I felt leading up the surgery and afterwards. I am just thankful that everything went well.

I feel like that experience kind of taught me to lean into that fear and learn to push through it. I couldn’t avoid it anymore because I didn’t want to start having issues or the fibroid starts to wreck any havoc. As I said, it was one of the most terrifying things I’ve ever done but glad I was able to push through it. Fear has been a roadblock in a good portion of my life. I’ve let fear run a bit ramped and I’m not sure why I’ve held on to it for so long. It has held me back from so much and missed out on so much. I just want to be able to let the fear go or work to start letting it go. I know it is going to be work but I know that I can finally push through it and get down why I’m so afraid of things and why I let fear just run things.

Other than that, things have been going well. I can’t complain too much. I’m just looking forward to whatever Summer has in store this year and continuing to recover.