Naturalle Drea

Above is how I currently feel about life right now lol. Life has been….doing what it does and I feel like we are in retrograde again because things lately have been a little crazy. I can’t complain too much but lately I’ve really been in my head about a lot.

I think the main thing that has been on my mind is the fact that I’ve been blogging for 10 years this month and it just feels like I’m not where I thought I would be this many years in. I honestly thought I would be making more money and doing way more. I know that everyone’s journey is different but I’m just feeling some type of way. I mean, should I start wrapping things up soon or try pivoting to something different to blog about or what. I just thought doing it for this long, things would be completely different.

I’m also in my head about this giveaway I want to do. I’ve tried giveaways many times and it just feels like ya’ll are not into it or into what I’m giving away. Listen, these prizes and things are coming out of my own pocket. Nothing is sponsored or given to me. I work a full time job that is barely paying me what they should be and I want to give to ya’ll and give back but sometimes I really don’t want to. I want to celebrate 10 years of blogging but I’m scared of doing this giveaway. I’m basically on the fence at this point if I want to even celebrate this or not. I know I have a few days to really think about this but I’m leaning towards not really doing this giveaway at all.

A lot of other things have been on my mind heavy like work, finances, creator stuff, parenting and so much more. It just feels like I am getting overwhelmed again and not sure how to handle all of this. It is a lot but I know I just need to take a step back, prioritize and figure things out. It is just a little bump in the road and I’ll get through this. Hopefully you all are doing okay.