Listen, if you don’t know by now…I am an over-thinker. I really will over analyze and over think everything. Recently I’ve been thinking my journey in life and path I am supposed to be on. I honestly had a plan in my early 20’s. I knew I was going to own a business, if it was a dance studio or hair salon…I knew I was going to own a business and work for myself. I had a plan but didn’t think on how I was going to execute it. I didn’t get into the details of how I was going to get from point A to B and get my business off the ground. Back then, I really didn’t think of the details, I just wanted to work for myself.
Now so many years later, I’ve been working for other people and I’m just trying to find my way and my path I’m supposed to be following. I’m not sure I’ve heard the signs or cues but I feel lost at times. I’m not sure where I’m supposed to be in my career. Do I need to find myself in entrepreneurship or keep working until I find a workplace for me? I am not too sure at this point and it is getting a little frustrating. Maybe I missed my calling and just fending for myself or I am not in a position to receive where I am supposed to be in life. I feel like I’ve found a space in Human Resources and want to help advocate for others. At times I just feel all over the place and just lost at times. I want to know what direction I’m supposed to be going in, what I’m supposed to be doing with my life, my purpose and everything. I know I have to be patient but I am close to my 40’s and need to start saving more for retirement and my life after I stop working and it scares me so much. I guess I need to be listening more and be more in tune. I know I can be impatient and try to rush things that take time. I know things will work out how they are supposed to be. I just need to be patient and listen more.
Have you ever felt like this before? Let’s chat!