Randomly Thinking…

Listen, if you don’t know by now…I am an over-thinker. I really will over analyze and over think everything. Recently I’ve been thinking my journey in life and path I am supposed to be on. I honestly had a plan in my early 20’s. I knew I was going to own a business, if it was a dance studio or hair salon…I knew I was going to own a business and work for myself. I had a plan but didn’t think on how I was going to execute it. I didn’t get into the details of how I was going to get from point A to B and get my business off the ground. Back then, I really didn’t think of the details, I just wanted to work for myself.

Now so many years later, I’ve been working for other people and I’m just trying to find my way and my path I’m supposed to be following. I’m not sure I’ve heard the signs or cues but I feel lost at times. I’m not sure where I’m supposed to be in my career. Do I need to find myself in entrepreneurship or keep working until I find a workplace for me? I am not too sure at this point and it is getting a little frustrating. Maybe I missed my calling and just fending for myself or I am not in a position to receive where I am supposed to be in life. I feel like I’ve found a space in Human Resources and want to help advocate for others. At times I just feel all over the place and just lost at times. I want to know what direction I’m supposed to be going in, what I’m supposed to be doing with my life, my purpose and everything. I know I have to be patient but I am close to my 40’s and need to start saving more for retirement and my life after I stop working and it scares me so much. I guess I need to be listening more and be more in tune. I know I can be impatient and try to rush things that take time. I know things will work out how they are supposed to be. I just need to be patient and listen more.

Have you ever felt like this before? Let’s chat!

4 thoughts on “Randomly Thinking…

  1. I understand this! I have so many ideas in my head and I just want to do them all. I’m an Aries so we will just do it without thinking first and be like…”Dang, I could’ve done this different. I’ve been running my company since 2007 and I still question if this is something that I want to do my entire life and I do along with other business ventures and AND, I’m OVER 40. Don’t rush the process, even though it can be scary looking into the future. It will definitely come to you. I would bust out with the old school spider method of getting ideas of what 3 things you would like to do. Keep going over those things and till you feel comfortable enough to want to take it a step further. Entrepreneurship has its ups and downs and if you do decide to go that route, do it with love like I’m sure you will.

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  2. We cannot escape this feeling but good news it’s hard to miss your purpose if your life was already planned out by the living God.
    About being all over the place it’s okay just take a breath and know it’s not in vain it will not make sense now but some day it will.
    For now… Live, Do your best by moment, by day, by month and they will gradually lead you there. Where! Somewhere always.

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