Naturalle Drea

Currently I’m sitting in my backyard, listening to music, with some wine and enjoying the beautiful weather. The weather the past couple weeks has been really wacky and I hope it will be more consistent and nice so I can enjoy outside. Earlier this morning we sat outside and enjoyed coffee and danishes for breakfast before the big kid’s soccer game (its a makeup game from the beginning of the season). Also I just had to pause this post to go pick up the kid from hanging out with his friends.

I have so much on my mind, so many ideas, fears, worries and much more. I’m learning not to voice everything on here and online, those thoughts are for the journal(that I need to be more in). Recently I was thinking about why people in the workplace have an issue with you not wanting to talk with others and just wanting to come in, do your job, talk if it is work related and go home. I’ve learned the hard way about talking to people in the workplace about your life and stuff, it backfires and they use things against you. I feel like I’m being punished in a way for not talking to people at work and honestly, my personal life is none of their business and not everyone is your friend. I’ve been burned by people in the workplace before and just keep things professional. I’m sorry that bothers people but I’ve heard more that I need to hear around the office and honestly rather not. I’m there to do the job. I am being paid for so I can support my family. I’m not there to gossip about others or just be there having a social hour. I am there for that paycheck that I work for lol.

That’s all I’ll share now as I want to get back to enjoying the sunshine and nice weather before it cools down and gets dark out. I just love when the weather is so nice to just be outside basically all day and all night. Plus it is just so calming and relaxing.