Naturalle Drea

Just want to start out by saying what is currently happening in California is really heartbreaking and devastating. I hope that the fires are able to finally be put out and praying for everyone that has been affected by this.

It seems like every time something tragic or devastating happens, it seems like as a creator we need to stop and pause the content or we seem insensitive for still posting and not acknowledging what is currently happening. I never want to come off as that and always acknowledge what is currently going on. Sometimes I may not post about it and just take the time to not post until it seems like it is okay.

I have been having a lot of scared thoughts about this impending ban of TikTok. I see a lot of creators posting about getting more serious on YouTube and Instagram and seeing how some people have only been YouTube for 2 months and already have so many subscribers. I was afraid of this because I’m scared of not being seen. I know I stated that I was putting the enjoyment back into it but I’m scared.

As much as I love creating content, I still want to be seen. I still would love to work with brands and continue to grow and I’m scared about it. I see a lot of the girlies on their Zoom and posting the content and gaining that fast success and I am genuinely happy for everyone. In the back of my mind I’m still like will people gravitate to my content, will I still be seen with the influx of people? I know I shouldn’t think like this but these are thoughts that I do have often.

I feel like I just need to super focus on the enjoyment of it all and just post the content.