Naturalle Drea

It is actually the night before this post goes live lol. Just finished dinner not too long ago and watching tv and I’m about to go do my nighttime routine before going to bed. I feel like I have these spurts of being on schedule and making things easy for myself and periods of just being difficult and not feeling it. It just feels so up and down, day and night with me and just feels super inconsistent. I don’t know why I can’t stay consistent and motivated to do better.

I want to get to the bottom of it because it really feels like self sabotage again and I thought I got rid of her. I don’t know if it is burn out or something but I need to get back on track and get it together. I had this idea as I was driving to work earlier for a September Reset. I’m still working out the details but I’ll be sharing about it soon. Also was already thinking of Blogtober and how for once I want to not miss a day. It is time to start planning out things, blog posts, graphics and start scheduling stuff soon. I want to be successful at this and also maybe doing Vlogmas or Blogmas in December. I still have time to plan that as well.

The silent car rides really make you think about things and friendships has been heavy on my mind lately. I feel like some friendships are meant for a season or couple of seasons and not a lifetime. I don’t know why friendships as adults is so hard. I know you can’t really fault people for not checking in and staying in touch more often but when you are the one who is constantly reaching out and trying to get together and feel like you are being ignored for your efforts, it can be frustrating and tiring. We all are busy with work, kids, families, other commitments and feels like it shouldn’t be that hard but it seems like it to me. I just feel like I’m in a season for trying to make new connections.