Naturalle Drea

I know when I turned 40 I was scared. I wanted to hide under the covers and not do much but it is blessing to celebrate another year of life. Yesterday I turned 41 which is crazy and I wanted a chill birthday. I took a long weekend off from work and just wanted the chill vibes. I’m thankful to be seeing another year of life and being in my 40s isn’t bad at all.

I really don’t look like I am in my 40s which is a blessing. I often get carded at the liquor store which is hilarious to me when they do see me pretty often. My co-workers didn’t believe I was as old as I am because I look younger but the grey hair should have given it away lol. I’m blessed to look so youthful and want to look as young as I can for as long as I can. I also feel more calm and wanting more peace and quietness in life. Although I love to be out and about, it is just something about just being home sometimes. I want to be inside because it is so cold outside lol but I don’t want to drama, stress or nonsense anymore.

As I am still trying to navigate life and everything, I feel like I am really finding myself and figuring out what I want and don’t want in life and how I want things to be. You deserve to have your life the way you want it but sometimes you can’t control some things but you deserve it. I have a lot of regrets and shoulda, coulda, woulda in life but I can only move forward create a life that I want now.

I want to enjoy my 40s and hopefully this goes by kind of slow because I think I would be more scared to be in my 50s lol. I want to continue crossing things off on my 40 Buckets list, try new things, not be so scared to post the content and just live life. I want to enjoy it and be happy and receive all the good things that I am supposed to. I’m thankful for 41 and hope it is a good one.