
You know, lately I’ve been in a little bit of a creative funk and in my feelings about a lot. I know I wanted to be super laser focused on growing my content and making more money and so on but it gets hard when you see others with what you have been working so hard to reach. I had thoughts on this being my last year of creating content if things don’t work out or giving it a few months then stopping or just going back to doing this for fun and not worrying about views, followers and so on.
I know, sounds like a lot and I’m going overboard but these are things I really think about………… a lot. I wonder how much longer I’ll be creating content if I don’t hit any of my goals. I know you have to be patient and wait on your time but I’m honestly getting a little impatient. Like I’ve been doing this for a pretty long time and just feel like I’m not being seen as much as other creators or people are not feeling my content because I’ve haven’t shifted as much as others. I seriously overthink about this just about everyday. I’m trying not to overwhelm myself too much but should I stop at some point or scale back?

And then I keep hearing to keep showing up and keep going after writing the previous thoughts. But it is like how much longer do you keep showing up when you’ve tried everything, all avenues, exhausted everything? I know I shouldn’t think like this but these are things I truly think about way too much. I just feel myself starting to get overwhelmed again worked up over basically nothing but fear talking.

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