Naturalle Drea

We finally got some snow here and of course I had to trek into work which I was not too happy about. The roads weren’t that bad but I don’t like driving in the snow anyway lol. I also was supposed to do this post yesterday but too busy watching football and mad my team is out of the playoffs and wondering why they played like that but next season.

Anyway first on a personal note of 2024 and life so far in the new year has been good. I’ve been easing into the new year and not really rushing anything. I know I have goals to accomplish and things to do but don’t want to rush anything. Also I’ve been I guess in my feelings about a milestone birthday coming up…next Tuesday. I don’t want to say I’m scared about getting older but I kinda am. It is just crazy how I’ll be 40…..crazy to even say that and I’m just not okay. I know I can’t avoid it but wow, I’m getting up there in age and it just seems like time is going by way too fast for me. It really needs to slow down. I’ll have a 13 year old later this year and the possibility of having another one and just…ugh

I’m just all in my feelings this month and it is okay. I did take a long weekend off from work but wasn’t too sure how or if I wanted to celebrate. Don’t get me wrong, I am thankful for another year but it is just a shock right now that I’m turning 40 lol. I’ll get over it and step into my new decade at some point but geez. Also I don’t like adulting either lol. I wanna go back to not paying bills and just worrying about playing outside lol.

I am excited for what 2024 has to bring and hopefully year 40 will be good to me.