Naturalle Drea

I am always thinking, there are always open running tabs thinking about work, stuff to do at home, never ending to- do lists,how I need to sit down and relax and of course content. It just is never ending but posts like this help me dump them out.

I was thinking the other day about during the pandemic when I was out of work. Of course during that time I wanted to gather myself after that toxic environment, start searching for another job and relax. What if during that time I really focused on my content during that time? Would things be different now?

Like during that time we were all still in the house and a lot of people needed tutorials or how to’s on how to take care of their hair, what products to use, how to do certain styles and so on. I really wasn’t pushing out my content outside of my schedule and I had the time to do more. I’m not sure why I didn’t think to do that at all. Plus TikTok was really poppin off and at the time I wasn’t on the app and I should of been on.

I am kind of kicking myself for not doing it but at the same I needed that time to destress from what I was going through mentally and just relax. I just feel like now I need to be doing more to have myself out there and so on. I’m already thinking of my goals for next year and starting to get excited about it. I know I shouldn’t be so hard on myself but I should be doing better.