Naturalle Drea

So I just realized I haven’t posted on here at all this month. I had the intentions and then things got busy and I wasn’t really in the creative mood to post anything and just so much. I am slowly getting back into things. I go through these periods of not wanting to post, edit or film and it is just a sign to take a break. Also, I haven’t been doing so well with my time management and keeping up with my weekly schedules. Things have just been so busy this month with work, end of the school year, my son graduating from 8th grade and now officially a high schooler and just maintaining.

I’m just not over how my son is really growing up and I’m not okay. It just seems like it is going by a little too fast and it needs to slow down. It will be time now to figure out what he wants to do with his life, colleges, making sure he has enough extra curricular activities to apply for school, what he wants to major in and so on. I remember this time in my life and it felt like such a rush to figure out what you want to do. I want my son to have a Plan B,C,D because sometimes Plan A don’t work out and you need a backup plan. I learned that the hard way but that discussion is for another day. It is an exciting time but also scary too. I’m just excited to see what my son does with his life and how he grows and everything.

Work has been really busy and super demanding and I’ve been thinking a lot about my career path and all. It just feels like I have way more responsibilities and not the pay for it and you should be paid your worth. This is a whole other topic for another time but I just feel some type of way that I can’t describe.

As I always say, I can’t really complain because I’m grateful for all the things, big and small. I still have employment and can help provide for my family, clothes to wear, food to eat and roof over my head. I’ve gotten away from being super thankful for all the small things in life because it can change at any point. I’m hoping for things to slow down and be more peaceful. Hope you all are doing well.